Frustration..

i feel like im all alone in this. today was to be day one for my control journal. the day started all wrong. i woke to a bad sinus headache and asked CJ to bring me my nasal spray as i was in extreme pain :( i been fighting a sinus infection for 2 weeks so i knew without the spray i wasn't going to be able jump out of my bed flying. well he never brought it and i lay in a completely useless restless sleep till almost noon!! finally being able to get outta bed(had to pee bad) i grabbed my spray myself and within 5 minutes was flying :) to bad he didn't do it at 7am when i wanted to fly :( now im moving getting my coffee brewing when he starts yelling seems his xbox 360's not reading his modern warfare 2 disk. this becomes my problem so again i must put off my needs to work on my goals to help him get his machine working. well after an hour its apparent that the disk drive is bad in it so he needs to take it back to game stop and get another one(glad he had a warranty!!). well he cant do that till friday so hes outta luck & mad. i can now enjoy that first cup of coffee which is part of my routine i set. while im drinking it he goes to the basement to unfreeze the pipes going to our kitchen that had froze the day before. before i can even think about a 2nd cup hes yelling for me :| i head into the kitchen to refill the coffee cup and see what he needs. did i mention he broke my normal coffee cup and i have a itty bitty tea cup instead :| yeah so far im not impressed. i help him in the kitchen with the water (yeah its running again!!) when i notice the sinks not draining. he taps the drain pipe and it seams it froze too (oh boy) so he thaws it while i take bowl after bowl to the bathroom so the sink doesn't overflow since i need to keep the water on. i grab the plunger and get to work on the sink and finally we get it all squared away and i get my second itty bitty cup of java!! i drink my cup while i check my email and look at the FlyLady zone email. i will never get to cleaning that zone today but i want to get into the habit of reading it. now its about 245 teens will be here soon from school and today is errand day. CJ's last trip to the grocery store before i take it on. well i had thought he would be home from the store by 3pm but he actually left then :| we are so behind and i feel like im failing right from day 1. im left with 2 of the teens while he goes to get the 3rd one and do the shopping. i hand out somethings i need done before he returns from shopping so i will be able to put up the groceries and separate the meat. i ask tina to clean counters and wash dishes and david to pick up trash and take all the trash bags that are full to the basement. what i get is david goes to sleep on the couch and tina goes to her room to listen to the radio :( not part of the plan. so i get to go in and do what i can by myself to clean up 2 days worth of mess in the kitchen so i might be able to deal with the groceries and cooking dinner when CJ gets home. i just feel like i have no one helping me and everyone working against me. now davids girlfriend has shown up and hes up go figure! i need to get back to dishes more tomorrow :(