Thursday, August 22, 2013

Another 5 lbs hits the dust!!

Had a great day on the scale yesterday... i was 333lbs on August 1st and i am now 328lbs or i was yesterday on August 21st!! I am doing something right!! Man does it feel good to see something good happening to me :) I am doing really good with the staying positive. I still have rough days but even then i try to add a positive spin on it :) So whats on my agenda for today... my bestie who really is my sister from a different mama :) is coming over with her daughter who yep i call my niece :) and we are going to go out into the pool and get in a workout while the kids play. We may not have come from the same place but shes family to me :) Shes family I got to choose and thats the best kind :) well im off to have some fun have a great day bloggers!!

~Ohio~

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Rant...

I am still surprised by people. I just don't get it... why start something you can't handle. Was it all so you could get support for yourself?? What about all the people who came because they needed help?? I guess they really don't matter. ugghhhh... I went from such a positive mood to crap :( I have been let down by people who I thought wanted to make a difference in this world who wanted to become better people and help others get there. I guess all i can do is try and be there for them and keep them on their journey. Its just sad that there are people like this in the world :( Open your eyes before you loose everything!!

Ohio outty

Heres how im feeling:

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Why I started this journey...

I started this journey when i became a grandma in Feb 2013. I looked around and realized i am killing myself. Life is passing me by and i am tired of it. My younger children have no idea of the mom i was with the older children. I want to be able to take them places and do stuff with them. I want to be around for my grand daughter Sophia when shes older. I want to start taking part in my life instead of watching it slip away just out of reach. i started this journey at 380lbs and i am now 333lbs. I went from not able to play in the yard with my kids to now i can walk a mile!! I take my kids on trips to Penitentiary Glen, The spillway to feed the fish, to parks & for walks. I am writing this down so when i get discouraged and down i can look back and remember where i was and where i wanna be. We all have bad days but its what we do tomorrow that can helps us make a change for the better :)

Ohio Out!